Conversation With God

God- Joel, I want to talk with you.
Joel- ok, so, lets talk
God- I am opening up some doors for you to walk through, and I want you to follow me in where I want to take you. Where I am going to take you, you are going to have to depend on me. Without Me, you will not be able to do want I am asking you to do (if you try to do it by "your" strength alone). I am taking you into something that will require that you stay in step with Me. Focus on Me, and I get the credit, ok
Joel- I am scarred God
God- That is why I want to use you Joel. If you were confident with this, you would probably see a way to take credit for the outcome, but I want to use you because this is too big for you. It cannot be you that accomplishes this. I want to teach you something for life that will lead you to lower places where I will also desire praise and Glory.
Joel- What are you leading me to? Will Amy be ready?
God- You will see, and it will be clear. I have been preparing Amy for a long time. She is more ready that You are, and together you will both be worshiping me in a place you have always desired. Do not fear where I am taking you. I am your dad, father, friend, and I would never HURT you. I would bring you to a place of total dependancy, but I will not HURT you. Listen to me each step. Write down each step I bring you to. Ask me ANY questions, and be patient for some of the answers. I love you. I love that you are listening. I will bless you. You are dear to me.